me VS change

One of the things that i have problems with, since i remember, is “changing”. I still have my elementary school’s books and notebooks and also books from my junior-high. I mean its sort of an Obsession and i am not happy with that! It`s like if i throw them away i’m throwing away a piece of my past and my life and i get scared.

we are moving out in a few weeks and i should reconsider some of my junk stuff such as the books i keep in the closet or in boxes with 10 cm dust above them. so today i separated some of them that i’m sure they’re not useful nor beautiful to keep. I tried to be strict and fight with the obsession of mine and it was a good start! It does feel good to just keep things in your room that you actually need!

I WISH we move out as soon as possible. my room is like a junk yard i hardly can even sleep in it! so me and my laptop moved to the sofa in the meantime!


funny-silly part wins!

There is a funny-silly part of me, that wants to have a blog in English. So after chatting and negotiation with that side of me, i decided to “recreate” an English blog. you should have noticed by now that obviously my first language is not English. but that’s not important. to be honest one of my reasons for having an English blog is to practice my writing and grammar skills. so if you noticed any mistakes you can tell me and i will correct them and of course i’ll be thankful.

anyway i’m a 17 years-old girl. (actually 20 days ago was my sweet 16 -yay-…it sucked) The new semester starts in less than a month and i’ll be a senior. and its nothing like american senior-year type in Hollywood teenage movies with proms and everything. It’s actually the opposite. as a result it wont be a  “fun” year, but who knows? maybe it’d suck less than my predictions.

I’d love to find new friends. especially  international ones. I don’t know if any one find this blog very soon, but if you comment and share your ideas i will cry happy tears! but still my expectations are not so high.